This is going to be shorter because the subject matter is extremely private and some things are meant for the bedroom.
Several people in my history have told me that I’m a great fantasy role-playing storyteller. And I am not talking about dragons and wizards, if you know what I mean. I mean talking while in the moment, using the imagination of the situation, creativity of the energy, and it’s specific to the person involved.
The imagination is the key to infinite possibilities. It can take you places all in your head and translate that to your enhance your body’s capacity.
A platonic and extremely close friend of mine told me she would produce recordings of my role play stories so that people could listen to them. She said they were too delectable to be for private use only. As you know, I am willing to try anything at least twice. We had several nights of red wine, made hours and hours of audio recordings, and ended up with hoarse throats from laughing doubled over laying on the floor in entertainment.
We never edited them, because realistically, those are meant to be private moments. Also, I’m not the best at emulating a situation I’m not in at that moment. And in these recordings, I’m sitting in front of a microphone in a sound studio trying to conjure up desire and erotic imagination while my friend is covering her mouth and giggling. This is entirely different than if you are in a genuine moment with someone. So not only can you hear me trying to get myself into role-playing mode with an imaginary being by pep talking to myself, but you can also hear my friend cracking up every once in a while.
The fantasies themselves are actually quite fantastic, and you can get the general underlying principles of the stories I am telling. They offer a glimpse into the potential of fantasy. They are definitely not in my bedroom voice, nor are they anywhere as compelling as when I am actually in the moment, but they’re a jocular soundtrack perhaps to a cross-country drive through miles of darkness in the desert.
On Day 19 of my 365 Release, I have a CD set of hilariously intricate, shockingly inventive and pornographically stimulating audio sessions of me telling fantasy stories. I have held onto these because though I live an open life with an open heart, there are certain things I hold sacred and private. The only person I can release these to is the friend that helped me document them. Rather than them being erotica for her, they are audio journals of some wonderful nights of innocence, true friendship, and creativity.
[365 RELEASE is a self-created practice of non-attachment, letting go and change. I will be giving one thing away each day for 365 days. the background, vision and guidelines of my 365 RELEASE project are here.
For a running list of everything I have released so far you can go here]
[I created the 365 Release Project to practice non-attachment, letting go and change by giving away 1 thing a day for 1 year. The background, vision and guidelines to the 365 RELEASE project are here. The running list of everything I have released is here.]